No, I don't want to go back home

Oh well, now I am sick, I think it's because of the weather, ah whatever.

It's already March,
and the date so close to April,
then May is going to come,
then June,
and after that I'm home.

I do not want to go home.

The reasons are easy,
a lot of things are easier to find it here,
you can fix whatever you want,
stable,
and so on.

But, I can't deny that I still love Indonesia no matter what.
Because Indonesia still rich by its cultures after all.

There a weird feeling that I feel right now,
why?
Because, I have two families right now,
here in Layton, Utah, US.
and there in Samarinda, Kalimatan Timur, Indonesia.
So I feel weird to leave one of my family here,
and also I don't know when I'll come back here someday.

However, I think I have a new dream,
it is "TO GO BACK HERE AGAIN, SOMEDAY"

If I could continue my college here, I would totally do that!
or even married with someone here :) lol

well it's still a dream, no matter I reach it or not,
the important thing is I still have to try,
nothing impossible in this world as long as your motivation walk together as your dream running to the end of the world.